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Thursday, March 12, 2015

Side Effects May Vary by Julie Murphy

Release Date: March 18, 2014
Publisher: Balzer + Bray
Age Group: Young Adult
Format: Kindle
Source: Purchased
Pages: 336
Buy: Amazon / Barnes & Noble / IndieBound
Description: Goodreads
What if you'd been living your life as if you were dying—only to find out that you had your whole future ahead of you?

When sixteen-year-old Alice is diagnosed with leukemia, her prognosis is grim. To maximize the time she does have, she vows to spend her final months righting wrongs—however she sees fit. She convinces her friend Harvey, who she knows has always had feelings for her, to help her with a crazy bucket list that's as much about revenge (humiliating her ex-boyfriend and getting back at her archnemesis) as it is about hope (doing something unexpectedly kind for a stranger). But just when Alice's scores are settled, she goes into remission.

Now Alice is forced to face the consequences of all that she's said and done, as well as her true feelings for Harvey. But has she caused irreparable damage to the people around her—and to the one person who matters most?
I needed a big strong book to break me out of both my reading and my reviewing hiatus. (Hiatus sounds prettier than slump, and I’m all about them words.) I wanted something that kept my attention, that pulled at my heart, that made me think about it even when I wasn’t reading it. It seems that book was Julie Murphy’s debut Side Effects May Vary. 

I’d heard a lot about this one over the past year, and I was definitely drawn to it—both for the typographic cover that I love so much and also for its synopsis. To me, it sounded like anti-TFiOS. Which, of course, isn’t to say that these two books are the same and should be compared. Really, I’d say that the one true thing these two books definitely have in common is that I thoroughly enjoyed them. 

From what I’ve been able to gather from other reviews, the side effects that vary from Side Effects May Vary are the opinions of main character Alice Richardson.  I often use reviews to help me weed out what I might like from things that aren’t my kind of bag, but I heard over and over again that Alice was “an unlikeable narrator.” After only a few chapters, I could see why so many people would think that. However, that is precisely why I loved this story so much and why I felt it something I wanted to read. Everything isn’t always as pretty as you want it to be. Life is messy and uncomfortable, and people are far more likely to do or say the exact thing you don’t want them to do or say. Plus, I think Alice had plenty of reasons to feel freaked the eff out. It’s clear in her Then chapters that she thought she was shuffling off this mortal coil. When the only thing you’ve known is completely shattered in that way, even in a good way like Alice’s was, that is still a very hard thing to handle. Sure, I didn’t always like Alice. Sure, I felt like she used Harvey and wanted him most when she couldn’t have him. But that didn’t make her any less compelling or interesting or, honestly, likeable in my eyes.

While we’re on the subject of Harvey, despite the fact that Alice told him she only used him, I never felt sorry for him, because he stated often enough that he knew exactly what Alice was doing. Granted, he didn’t always feel the full impact of it until it was too late, but he’s not a dum-dum. He’s just a romantic. If anything, seeing Alice through his eyes showed more facets of her, more ways to see that she was spiraling and needed Harvey’s constancy more than anything else. Their relationship didn’t give me the Feels; it gave me the Thinks. I cannot stop thinking about Alice and Harvey. I’m glad they love the Question Game, because I have so many I’d like to ask.

I’m grateful I gave this book a chance. If you’re still on the fence, I’d recommend a listen to Julie’s interview with Sarah Enni on the podcast First Draft (which is what pushed me over the edge). I know I’ll be here for whatever character Julie brings me next.

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